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Sunday, August 02, 2009, 8:08 am
Woke up.. and i dun feel like doing anything... Trying my very best to forget.. trying my very best to be happy... But everytime i tried.. it always brings mi back down... I'm like hanging down there going up a slope.. and later dropped down... I find it very hard to find whats wrong with mi... I can always pay attention and noe wads going on around the people with mi... But i just can't pay attention to myself.. I just wan my old self back... But i also wan something else back... The things i wan both crashes with each other... Sometimes i dun noe which one to pick.... I pick my old self.. i have to let go... On the other hand... i dun feel like letting go... I'm tired.... i dun feel like fighting on... But... it impossible.... The world is still moving when i wanna stop and let times freeze... Totally.. hopeless... My weakness.. is always the spot i die.... I reali dun noe wan i wan.... Of all gurls... i'm stuck with on.. 24/7 in my mind... Tell myself.. i have to get it out.. or else i'm not moving... Y.... Y.... was making mi not letting go... Starting to hate everything..... Cling there... swinging sides to sides... People can't always be there for mi.... I need to pick up where i fell... And i'm not... Idk wad i wan.. Idk wad to do... Idk where i'm... I'm lost.. I'm confuse.... I'm trying my very best to forget and let go..... Guess i'm not tat strong... Labels: I wan a hug.... |
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