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Sunday, August 09, 2009, 10:12 am
I realise... how the devil works and how God works... Devil.. controls by using our fear... But... we fear God.. So... its the other way round... Two years ago... or three.. Was brought to a place which i dun reali like.. A place where the atmosphere is totally the opposite of church.. I was so scare when he gave mi a fear... and made mi so scared but do nothing then to follow it.. Later on... i hate my mother for bringing mi there.. He tied mi up with heavy chains.. as a punishment... But now.. i have God in mi.. i no longer need to fear him... And theres a song tat says.. my chains are gone.... I being to understand... Tat with God.. whatever tat the devil have places in my heart,my mind sets, tying mi up will be gone... Thinking back... To realise tat theres a reason y God dun show himself in real.. Y God don't say out wad have we done wrong but would rather us to confess to him. I came to realize tat there is a reason for it... Because of the place i was brought to.... The devil comes with a atmosphere with fear and darkness.. A very uncomfortable feeling.. Though u can't see it... u can feel it at times.. I experience it and the feeling.... is not very nice... or should i say not nice.. Its fears mi with his presence But God.. comes with a presence tat u love it so much... and wish u can just dwell in it. I love the presence of God. Yea.. Well.. back to the other topic... If.. God would have to show himself... infront of u... And tell u all the things tat u have done wrong.. all the sin tat u made... I'm sure.. u will have the feeling.. everytime u are doing something.. U felt as if u are being watched. It give u a feeling tat u wun like it.. Being through it... knows how it feels like... Though there are other god in this w/e.. it called... But i believe in my God Jesus... For he have shown mi.. wad is he capable of.. The things i can do with him in mi.. Thinking back... I have a wonderful past..childhood. I realize.. tat... i knew God.. since i was young... But i nv reali go deeper into it.. I have so much hunger for God when i was in P school.. Skipping recess just to hear the word of God.. Cool... In my kindergarden... I knew him already.... Prayed when we eat haha... Tat so cool.. Yea... i still rmb.. tat time... my father have a stomachache ... It was reali bad and have to be hospitalize.. I rmb.. veri clearly... I knee down beside him whole my hands tight together and prayed. Father God... please help my father.. dun let him be like this. Heal him lord.. help him.. be normal again.. in the name of Jesus chirst. Amen... The next day after he came back from his check up.. his ok.. : ).. I knew it was God.. But... the sad thing is... I always ask God for things tat i wan... Then later fail him.. for wad i promise tat i'll do if he helps mi... He have so much forgiveness to forgive every sin.. Every promise tat i made. He indeed proves himself worthy.. God is amazing.. so amazing tat idk wad to say... Totally speechless.. I'm going to pray for the people i wan them to get save so much.. Guess tats where i'm going to restart again.. Hahaha.. guess this is end of my post! Rah... Jesus.. thank you for everything. >3 Labels: Thank you for everything. |
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