plugin&play
Music saves our souls | ||||||||
profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top). |
Saturday, August 15, 2009, 10:15 am
Just dun have the feeling... cause.. i dun see much tag.. haha.. But.. i realise.. quite some people read my blog and dun tag! Yea.. i realise tat Elliot reads my blog too haha... Haha.. Well.. i guess today's post will be a little emo.. and a little happy... I went to church today... Pastors were away and they left a video for us.. Haha... though they are not standing on the stage... The video was quite real and i thought tat they were standing there.. Yea... the final part of BIGGER... It was... veri meaningful... It made mi emo.. and thought alot... but... i still like it... Cause it helped mi more to open up my heart more... I was a little hit back by the sermon... But... its also... where i learn new things tat i dun know.. Crappy... i'm speechless... to wad happen today... To make Elliot... not so bored.. so i crack my brain and post this blog.. Claps for Elliot!haha!... Tar de kong lao. I have to say... i was a little emo over the same person and over the same thing... I guess.. it just my problem now... Haha... be frank... i think of her every now and then... When i slp and when i wake up... haha.. the things she said goes in my mind in and out.. Just tat i dun get emo must anymore.. I'm going to back to my normal...self... Giving real smiles... playful smiles.. Back to making people irratated haha... Tats fun ok! But... when i give a smile.. sometimes i wonder... if wad i gave is real or fake... I once said.. a smile is nothing much... And i got a reply... a smile means a lot of things!... Haha... well... tat depends on the user itself... on his way of smiling. One more thing tat makes mi sad is..(if i offended u... sorry.. it just breaks my heart.) We are from the same Cg... And u are "ignoring" mi.. I reali dun know wad to do.. and wad to say.. Sometimes.. i keep holding back wad i wan to say... Its just not mi... u know?... i dun like to keep things in my heart... when i wan to say them badly.. So.. sometimes.. i wans to say something... can i can't ... i just laugh at myself.. and give a silly smile. I know.. u dun wan mi to think tat i stand a chance to be back with u... Its ok... for u to say tat... But.. sometimes .. i just feel sad tat within the same Cg... and u are not toking to mi... Today... u walked past mi.. asking someone... u wan buy drink ?... I want to say.. i want green tea... But.. i held back... idk wad will be response.. or.. will i create awakardness.. So.. i didn't say.. There was many things tat i wan to say... I guess i just say them here..: ) Well.. tat day... i saw yr twit .. saying tat y everyone in yr friendlist is prettier den u... Haha.. i wanted to ask shipei to pass my message... so i wun be the on telling u... What i want to say is... If a gurl keeps saying her friends around her are prettier den her.. she will nv be pretty.. and.. its not the external tat matters... its wads inside... I guess.. i said tat to u before... And... i guess u know it in your heart.. but u are just twitting for fun.. : ).. Hahas.. Tied tongue... Yeap... Theres alot things more tat i wan to tell u but... i just dun find it rite... Anyway... all i wan to say it... i'm on my way of putting the past behind. Guess tat all for my post today...(many other things not said.) Labels: Tied tongue |
thedeceptionist
Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.18 November 1992 hichewy@hotmail.com a hot lover of Christ |
partnersincrime
A Aerina B Belle C Cheeyong G Grab R Ranford Rebecca Regina S Seeyin J Jaslin Jasmine Joey Jasmine X XiaoYing XiaoTing wheni'mgone
+ May 2007 + June 2007 + July 2007 + August 2007 + September 2007 + October 2007 + November 2007 + December 2007 + January 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + July 2008 + August 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 + March 2010 takeabow
An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D |
theventingmachine
|